The man made to love me will be sweet yet real and without exaggeration or swagger.
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The man made to love me will be loving yet sexual and not afraid to give it to me hard without thinking its disrespectful or wrong to see me as a sexual object, at least for the moment.
The man made to love me will feel lucky to have me in his life and feel blessed to have my devotion and desire to please and love him.
The man made to love me will be strong and brave yet not without fault for the flaws in people show their brightest points even brighter.
The man made to love me will feel family is the most important thing in life and that quitting or burning it to the ground in fear is not an option.
The man made to love me will be able to put up with my sometime fragility and weakness of body.
The man made to love me will love kissing me with love and passion as much as holding a hand tight against my throat as she fucks me deeply and without remorse.
The man made to love me will understand my strengths and weaknesses and give as much as I give and love as much as I love and respect me as I respect him and though life and love is never perfect, I know this man exists.
/written June 2008, personal journals