Sunday, January 21, 2007

Love Her Madly

At 18, Ive luckily found the beauty that is the Doors (a few years ago actually) and its inspired me to wtie a bit as I dance the chicken dance topless to its wailing glory.

Yes, I said "Topless Chicken Dance".

Yeah baby, gotta love a vintage song that actually has the words "Organ Solo" in its crib notes.

One particular line (italics) has me stirred up like a shaken martini:

Don't you love her madly
Don't you need her badly
Don't you love her ways
Tell me what you say

Don't you love her madly
Wanna be her daddy
Don't you love her face...

Oh yeah, be my daddy, be my daddy, be my daddy. Oh Baby. :)

Last night I was flipped by a sex bout with Gadget that had me clawing and biting him like a realeased lioness on her estres. It was one of those nights that my mouth is on a mission, yes, a mission. A Licky Mission and hey, no one hates a Licky Mission.

I had already gotten to the point where I beg for him to lick my bum as I touch myself, without using any of those words. I was moaning in contrition, begging my body for an orgasm and feeling the luscious warmth of his tongue slithering all around and inside of me. We were pressed in a contortion on my bed and just crazy with my needs. I had one of those horribly twsited sex needs. I wanted to scream out "Yes, please Daddy!". This is very strange indded for me with Gadget. Weve never done age-play and he has even let it be known that he thinks thats a might creepy. I must admit, thats one of the dirtier mind-play things you can do in my book. I love it so though.

Its probably just my father complex, but it fucking gets me off in a minute. My older man fantasies and experiences have been ripe with these kinds of screamings and pleadings. I dont think of my actual father during it, its only role play, it enriches it, its like a soft ownership, thats super nonthreatening. That, is what kicks me.

Please fuck me and hold my pigtails like handlebars.

Please let me sit on your face and grab my asscheeks as they wave in your face.

Please let me be your dirty little girl. I love it. I want it. I crave it.

It makes me wet. Oh yes.


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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

A Sleepless Night

Im so sleepless and here cuddling with my bear and just scanning the web, when I had a marvelous idea: Try to make myself come as many times as I can with my little red vibe.

So far the count is three in ten minutes (I have to let myself calm all the way down before trying again). And this is interesting: A song started in iTunes when I started attempt #3 and I caught the time that had gone by when I reached orgasm - 1:25. Surely not a record for me, but an interesting tidbit.

I also sent a text to Gadget (though yes, its 4:30 am) because I just had to share. Though you know me, Im a big one to share. It consisted of this:

I just came while thinking of you. I know its super late but I thought you'd like to know.

Now what sane man would be upset by being awoken by a text of that species?

Ill keep you updated as the night progresses. Lucky you, Im sure.

@4:53 am: Ive just accomplished #4 and very proud, but now sleepy. Ouchie, poor little clit.

@5:07 am: Well #5 has just come to fruition....sorry for the pun. Fuck, this is akin to running like 2 miles. Woo. I think its time to settle in and try to sleep. Hah, as if.


Thursday, January 11, 2007

Use Me Up (an RPG)

There's a moment when you realize your body needs another's caress, another's control and power, driving them on until that final, violent crescendo.

My body finds itself in this state quite often and damn, does it have a way of reminding me. An RPG is a video game term mostly and here apply to yourself, make it feel as if I wrote this down for you, pressed it into your hand as you left my bed in the morning.

Feel what I'm feeling as I'm writing this. Make my memory your own...And enjoy.


When one grows up, one assumes some very lascivious poses...
but sometimes one just wants to lounge like a little girl.

Do you see me, in my black bra and black lace panties, lying on the bed before you? My eyes are half shut, seeing the world through a haze and feeling the warm need growing inside of me. Do you want to slip onto the bed beside of me? Do you long to feel the warmth of my skin against yours in the January cool? I curl up onto my knees and crawl toward you, burying my face in your warm, fragrant crotch, smelling your singular scent. It pulls me nearer to the verge of lustful control.

I sigh as I pull up to meet my lips to yours, my hands sliding from your chest up and over your strong shoulders, both meeting at the back of your neck, pressing my body against yours. I beg to feel your big, strong hands down my back to rub firmly on my hips, fingers playing gently with the lace of my panties, a foremention to what will come. I say sultry words close to the soft shell of your ear,

Please kiss me, kiss me like you want to possess me. Kiss me like you've taken me over. Kiss me like I'm yours. Make me remember who I belong to. Please...

I want to sigh deep in my throat as you crush me to your body, kissing my face down to my neck, nibbling on the tender flesh there. A whimper escapes as you bite deeply into the flesh of my neck, a crash of nerve responses runs down my body, all the way into my toes. It feels so good to be held roughly, to be bitten roughly. Your hands are tightly gripping my ass cheeks, your hands so strong and unrelenting. I can feel myself becoming moist, my insides warming and twisting, readying for that final ecstasy and fire.

You pull me off the bed and set my feet on the floor, roughly turning me to face the bed and pressing a hand on my lower back to let me know to bend over, to reveal my now slightly reddened ass to your full view. Before I can catch my breath, I feel the hard pop of a hard slap on my ass, warming the spot instantly. My bottom wiggles lustfully as each slam hits it, little moans issuing with each contact. I'm dripping now, and from your ministrations.

You make me feel so deliciously drenched in sublime pain.

You know you cant control yourself, the sight of my red, spanked ass is driving you mad with lust and my needy moans aren't hurting either. You rip my panties down over my legs. I hardly have time to get them off my ankles when you push my legs against the bed and slid your cock between my thighs. You want to take me brutally, harsh, taking me to my limit, pounding into me from behind. Your cock tries to burrow inside, you adjust my hips to a perfect angle and you hit the spot, drive deep inside, a loud and raucous moan shouting out of me.

Dear god, please help me. My senses are sending me out of my body and into a new dimension of pleasure.

You want to spew forth lascivious words to buffet my ears and make me further fall into the pit of desire. You opt instead to thrust after long intervals to drive me crazy with anticipation. You want to order me around, you want me to follow your every whim. You say, slowly and with menace, an obvious command,

Slide your hand underneath your body and slowly circle your clit.

I move quickly to follow your command, greedily and with joy, but you add a stipulation,

...But don't come until you hear me let you come.

I whimper in agitation but a swift and direct thrust, deep into my center makes me understand that you are the word of god, so to speak.

My eyes flutter as I try to keep control of my writhing orgasm, your thrusting threatening to drive me mad. My moans beg for release but you have a grand design, you want to make me know what you are, you want me to understand that you hold the control.

I'm panting now, every sound issuing from my lips is a prayer for release, begging my body to obey.

Your words are like a blessing to me,

Come now. Come with me. Come for me.

I wail out as my womb pulses out like the burst of lightening and my back arches up, my hands grasping and begging for something to clutch. The waves fall over me with a power that is unnamable. Then as if the calm after a storm, my body falls softly and my eyes still cant open. Every breath of air upon my flesh feels like thunder, is powerful and catches me off guard.

I breath out, a calming breath as I fall to the bed and roll over, my hair spreading out over the bed like a blanket. You lie next to me, your ankles twining with mine. You slide the palm of one hand from my waist to around my hip, lying it over my thigh. A kiss and a smile remind me of our peace and that the play has come to an end. Were equal now and a contented smile trickles over my face.

Thank you is the word that slushes around my brain. Thank you for possessing me and thank you for knowing when me gentle once again to reassure me of your care for my fragile mind.

I love you.

(A memoir dedicated to my love, Gadget)


Friday, January 05, 2007

Happy New Year!

Though a few days delayed...Happy New Year!

Life has been smooth lately and with a three week break from classes, I was stylin and relaxing. Monday though, starts a whole new semester of classes for me and time management is definately my biggest hurtle this year and the last.

I have so many sultry stories saved up in my little mind, but where to find the time? If youre new to my blog, just know this, a full time college student who is also a full time newspaper layout editor and writer really has no time left for anything but a few meals a day and a few bouts of incredible sex a week. But then again, having the incredible sex is what makes it all worth while.

I promise that this year I will keep the blog rolling at least once a week, if not twice and of course, the photos will always be rolling.

Never stop believing in me! I miss you all, thanks so much for all the nice holiday emails and new years ones as well. Youre all so dedicated! Big Kisses!


Monday, January 01, 2007

Lay List

The following is an ever-updating cast of the characters mentioned in my memoirs, stories and photo montages. They're not actually characters in the literary sense of the word but if my life were a storybook, these would be my fellow characters.Some are called by their real names here and others have been gifted with nicknames, pseudonyms if you will.

Some are listed but are not currently written into the allegory, but they soon will be...

-------------------------------Your writer:

  • La petite aka "Femme Fatale", "Devergondee", "Miss C", "The Girl", "Slut" - Myself, writer, student, a true exotic, bi-sexual fuck bunny, young woman, sexual submissive and all around twisted "girl next door".
-------------------------------Lesser Characters:

  • Kangaroo - My submissive and current girlfriend. Mentioned: "Blood, Tits, & Gore."
  • Horns - Ex-live in-boyfriend ('08-'09). Mentioned: "New Year. Same Life. Still Happy."
  • Gadget - Ex-Boyfriend (June 06'-June 08') and complete corporate monkey. Mentioned: All over.
  • Thomas - Pre-18 lover and current close friend. Yet to be written about.
  • Trigger aka "Garcon Virgin" - Yet another claimed virgin. Mentioned: "Garcon Virgin"/"Night Ride"
  • James - Ex boyfriend/the owner of my virginity, and I of his. Mentioned: "Virginal Cherry"
  • Master Mika - Former BDSM Master('05-06'). Mentioned: "Submissive Little Darling"
  • Brad - Dear friend, Yet another virgin claimed. Mentioned: "Oh, Brad."
------------------------------- Even Lesser Characters.

  • Stiletto - A hot one time lady lover of mine. Yet to be mentioned.
  • Liverpool Johnny - A John. Yet to be mentioned.
  • Hot Shot - Former BDSM Sir and total sociopathic abuser. Yet to be mentioned.
  • Method - Former BDSM play-mate Sir. Mentioned: "Give Me My Sin Again."
  • Mantis aka "Pool Boy" - Ex-lover. Mentioned: "A Trashy Reminder."
  • Ninja - Friend/Former Lay. Mentioned: "It's a Dog's Life."
  • Dillon - Ex-lover, fellow cheater. Mentioned: "Oh Dirty Girl"/"He Wants to Cheat..."
  • Madeleine - Fellow orgy-attendant, fem lover. Mentioned: "When Girls Actually Like Girls"
  • Piston - Madeleine's other half, one-time lover. Yet to be written.
  • Italy - Ex lover, messer of minds. Yet to be written.
  • Chord - Masculine half of a couple, Go-go's boy. Yet to be mentioned.
  • Go-Go - Femme half of a couple.. Mentioned: The Monday Buzz: KamaSutra.
  • Sands - Long time friend and almost-lover. Yet to be mentioned.
  • Libra - Femme fling. Mentioned: "Kissing Her Lips"
  • Aaden - New York New Year's Eve '08 lover/fling/one night stand. Mentioned: "My New York Indiscretion Parts 1 & 2"
  • Lita - Former female BDSM player. Yet to be written about.
  • Joshua - Former BDSM player. Yet to be written about.
  • Sarah - Ex Sapphic lover. Yet to be written about.
  • Jilla - Friend and Ex sapphic lover. Yet to be written about.
  • Chase - A very hung, pre-18 lover, Yet to be written about.
  • Damon - My lascivious Tango instructor. Mentioned:"The Desperate Tango"
  • Robbie - My family's former handyman. Mentioned: "The Bikini and the Handyman"
  • Anon. Dominant - A Dom I picked out of a crowd. Mentioned: "Caught: Domination"
  • Three English Lesbians - 2 WORDS: Lesbian Orgy. Mentioned: "More Varied & Active"
  • A dear male friend - He wanted me, but didnt have me. Mentioned: "More Varied & Active"
  • A male family friend - He saw me undressing, naughty. Mentioned: "More Varied & Active"
  • An exboyfriend's girlfriend - She bent both ways. Mentioned: "More Varied & Active"
  • Davie - Former fuckbuddy friend fucker, Yeah. Mentioned: "He Wasn't Mine"
  • Jill - Childhood friend fuckbuddy fucker, Yeah. Mentioned: "He Wasn't Mine"
  • Fucktoy - Fellow sex blogger and bdsm slave.
  • Spring Break Boy - He ate me out. Yeah, thats it. Mentioned: "Friday Night Teaser"
  • Ellie - Friend and former sapphic lover. Mentioned: "Kiss of Rose Pt. 1 & 2"
  • Greg - Another claimed virgin of mine and old friend. Mentioned: "Convertible Kitten"
  • Val - Russian Artist and former summer lover. Mentioned: "Artist's Muse"
  • "D" - First ass experience. See: "Davie" ^. Mentioned: "Booty Call"
  • Bray - Former boss and former mind fuck. Mentioned: "Through the Looking Glass"
  • Milo - Old friend and lover of all things sexy and bloody. Mentioned: "He Liked the Darkside"
  • Kyle - ExLover and desirous of the female orgasm. Mentioned: "Why Don't You Come When I Fuck You?"
  • Sam - Church friend and lover of daddy/lil girl play. Mentioned: "Ill Be Your Baby"
  • Dana aka "Bones" - Musician, BDSM fiend and ExLover. Mentioned: "He Liked to Lick"