Thursday, April 10, 2008

Just Like Porn! ...but not.

I feel like a dirty slut when I think about those internet porn surfers who find my blog while searching for more explicit material, sometimes making it a happy accident, but the issue is this; this isn't really porn (and PS, the dirty slut thing isn't the problem).

WARNING:

Outside my favorite seedy neighborhood adult store.
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I do indeed agree that it is "pornographic in nature", but this is only because the English language has this usage as the most easily understandable considering my site's subject matter. I wish I could just say that its "erotic writing and memoirs, photographs", but of course the grand mentality of the human populace would just say "So its porn."

Ahhh! It's very complicated.

My overall goal is not to be "Billy Bob's" midnight jack-off (but don't feel bad if it is) but to be an honest, open and well-written source for people to be able to find quality erotic prose about real events in a girl's life. I love the added photos that I take because it adds visual interest (lets face it, the internet is a [mostly] visual interface), sets a mood and lets me do my exhibitionist thing while also letting me be artistic with a hobby of mine.

I love to hear from readers about whatever really, compliments, critiques, relation, life story. I like feeling that other people enjoy and understand what I write, that they see my view point. I'm not trying to be over the top, or more than I am.

If I wanted to do that I would have stayed in Hollywood and gotten into being a porn star.

Every emotion and experience needs an outlet, this is mine, even if it is intensely public and extremely personal. I enjoy it. Popularity isn't a huge thing with me, but I like that I have been able to reach a large number of people.

In my everyday life I'm a very constant, responsible individual who is mostly interested in furthering her own intelligence and life experience. I've gone through a lot and mostly thats due to my own doing, to launching myself out there into the big bad world and into the arms of many people. This doesn't and has never diminished my self worth.

Here's something I want to know however: do most people distinguish the subtle differences? Can they? Whats in your cranium regarding this matter?

Am I just a lusty chick who can't tell the difference between severe perversion and a bit of erotic writing and journaling?

I'm living a life that I know is a good and exciting and enthralling one while not truly meaning to be well.....por-ny. Lucky you that I write it all up for you, right? :)

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13 comments:

GotMalkAvian said...

You know, it's funny. I first found your blog as a link to another blog. When I first started reading, it really wasn't much more than a midnight wank, little different from porn except far better written.
Now, however, I've come to see you as a real person. I find myself wondering what you do with yourself when you're not engaging in sex-related hi-jinks. I find myself spending more time pondering everything that isn't in your blog than I do thinking about the sexy content within. That's not to say that I don't still find myself aroused by your writing, but my interest is definitely piqued more by the person delivering the content.
To sum it all up, I really enjoy your writing, but also understand that- as much of yourself as you pour into your writing- it's far from the entirety of your being. Isn't the internet a fabulous thing? To feel a sort of kinship with someone you don't really know at all?
~Shaun

P.S. Thanks again for introducing me to Louis XIV. If only the people I actually knew had such great taste in music...

Fat Controller said...

The imaginings that you can conjure up with your writings are infinitely more arousing than the countless explicit images of silicone-enhanced porn stars with their fake expressions.

If Billy Bob can't see that intelligence and subtlety in the writing takes it beyond the level of visual porn then that's his loss.

la petite dévergondée said...

Haha FC, you do know that "Billy Bob" is just a hypothetical pron surfer, right? :)

Thanks, GotMalkAvian. I feel like maybe sometimes readers just read and sort of think I'm shining them on a bit with how I live my life.

Fortunately for me though, what I write about is my life an its nice to see that you look behind the panties...so to speak.

-la petite

la petite dévergondée said...

Yeah I dig Louis XIV. :)

[rocks listening to "Paper Doll"]

best lyrics from this song: "Yeah sing me a song; bang me like the girls in Hong Kong"

Fat Controller said...

Yup, got that. "Billy Bob"= hypothetical redneck,

Anonymous said...

Hello girl,

I, too, found your blog by mistake - a nice mistake. I'm no Billy Bob... i'm a woman, actually, and i'm not into porn really. I like erotic stories though and yours are just that - and very well written.

But i guess what i'd like to say is "you go girl!" Your are young and clearly enjoying yourself - and most importantly intelligent enough to know what you want/don't want. Men who have sex with many women are viewed as heroes, women... as sluts. Don't you ever let that get to you. You are a free spirit and you deserve respect. Just make sure you stay in control. You choose what and who you do, when you do it and how you do it. That's what being a femme fatale is all about.

Cheers to good sex!


PS: pardon my English - i'm French

6 loves 9 said...

Don't underestimate the Billy Bobs of the world. In between their 6 packs of Pabst, rubes are always willing to spend money on sin so they have something to chat about with other rubes (= more money). ;)

la petite dévergondée said...

hahaha, i love the word "rubes". fantastic.

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Merci my femme amie. :) I appreciate hearing from female readers any time I can. Thanks so much!

Johnny Wadd said...

Yea i feel like a dirty slut too.

Anonymous said...

Living vicariously. That's me... reading your posts. So keep up the beautiful work. It's sexy and erotic and it helps bring out the tiger in me ;)

A mom in Michigan

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