Just Like Porn! ...but not.

I feel like a dirty slut when I think about those internet porn surfers who find my blog while searching for more explicit material, sometimes making it a happy accident, but the issue is this; this isn't really porn (and PS, the dirty slut thing isn't the problem).

WARNING:

Outside my favorite seedy neighborhood adult store.
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I do indeed agree that it is "pornographic in nature", but this is only because the English language has this usage as the most easily understandable considering my site's subject matter. I wish I could just say that its "erotic writing and memoirs, photographs", but of course the grand mentality of the human populace would just say "So its porn."

Ahhh! It's very complicated.

My overall goal is not to be "Billy Bob's" midnight jack-off (but don't feel bad if it is) but to be an honest, open and well-written source for people to be able to find quality erotic prose about real events in a girl's life. I love the added photos that I take because it adds visual interest (lets face it, the internet is a [mostly] visual interface), sets a mood and lets me do my exhibitionist thing while also letting me be artistic with a hobby of mine.

I love to hear from readers about whatever really, compliments, critiques, relation, life story. I like feeling that other people enjoy and understand what I write, that they see my view point. I'm not trying to be over the top, or more than I am.

If I wanted to do that I would have stayed in Hollywood and gotten into being a porn star.

Every emotion and experience needs an outlet, this is mine, even if it is intensely public and extremely personal. I enjoy it. Popularity isn't a huge thing with me, but I like that I have been able to reach a large number of people.

In my everyday life I'm a very constant, responsible individual who is mostly interested in furthering her own intelligence and life experience. I've gone through a lot and mostly thats due to my own doing, to launching myself out there into the big bad world and into the arms of many people. This doesn't and has never diminished my self worth.

Here's something I want to know however: do most people distinguish the subtle differences? Can they? Whats in your cranium regarding this matter?

Am I just a lusty chick who can't tell the difference between severe perversion and a bit of erotic writing and journaling?

I'm living a life that I know is a good and exciting and enthralling one while not truly meaning to be well.....por-ny. Lucky you that I write it all up for you, right? :)

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